Sunday, 23 July 2017


 Hello old friend.

I pray you haven't forgotten me.

It's been a while, hasn't it?

I guess you could say life has just been flying by in a blur of ecstasy. Not the drug, the feeling!

I got a full time job in the middle of June, and since then, my life has been careering forward (excuse the pun) like a land train, and I don't know where I'm headed, but I love it. The people that I'm close to where I work are all incredible and beautiful people. The people I don't know as well are all still really wonderful people too, and I can genuinely say I don't dislike anyone there, and I get the feeling everyone also likes me. I've not just gained a job, I've also gained a family. The figurative uncle's hilarious and gives great hugs, the nieces and nephews are all awesome individuals who work together to keep everything running smoothly, and my illness repressed social loving soul has flourished again, I've had a few bad eggs throw minor strops, but otherwise, everything is honestly, so great right now.

Having a job means I've been able to check something off my designer wishlist which I'll share with you soon. 

I've lost a bit of weight which isn't bad at all, although I do tend to get home from work and reach for a twister ice lolly no matter the time of night (sometimes it's 11.45pm when I grab one....)

I'm just so much happier. I'm in a very good place. 

Very sadly, my adoptive grandma lost Lily at the start of this year (her beautiful lilac point British Shorthair cat). You may remember I told you about Mutley whom she had and he was put to sleep a couple of years ago (I still miss him), and Lily, bless her angelic soul was put to sleep at the start of this year as she had carcinoma of the jaw. I miss her, she was the gentlest, most loving little soul. She's out of pain now, and Wendy gave her a year of love and happiness. I've found another lilac point British Shorthair for adoption that Wendy, her friend and I visited on Saturday morning before I went off to work, and he was so scared of people. He has behavioural issues which is worrying Wendy, because she doesn't know if he'll be able to break through these issues. I know he can. He honestly reminds me so much of Mutley appearance wise, and I know under that scared little appearance is a chunky, swaggering bad-ass cat like Mut. I just hope when she visits him on her own tomorrow and sees how he interacts with the receptionist (whom he is apparently close to) she will see how much potential he has, because I know, I just know, he is third time lucky. I just want her to be happy and have a kitty companion who will stay by her side.

As for me?

My soul is content. My three cats are all well and happy. My mother and I were discussing the cats she has had in her lifetime, and she told me Gü is the oldest cat she's had in her life. (Gü is ten years old) so I'm very protective of my girl, when I saw her in the rescue center ten years ago, I felt a connection to her instantly, and fell in love with my kitty best friend, and she's stayed by my side all this time.

Miko & Suki are doing well, they're getting bigger, (Moomoo especially), he's a happy, chunky, handsome little boy and Suki is getting taller and even sleeker and more elegant with each passing day.

My studies are over until October, and meanwhile it's all the paperwork to get sorted (not on my end thankfully, I got that done in my days off last week, no wait, the week before, see? I told you weeks are flying by. Maybe that's just the way it goes when you're so ecstatic that time just melts before your very eyes).

  I have always said to you that time will heal and that things will get better. If I'm not proof of that, then I don't know what is.

I've got back into horoscopes again lately, and discovered that I adore "Headlock" and "Speeding Cars" by Imogen Heap, as well as the "Headlock vs Lights" remix that someone has made. It fits together so well. 

I've discovered A R I Z O N A ' s "Electric Touch" remixed by Midnight Kids, and I've had it on remix these past four hours. It's just breathtaking.

I'm off on a mini - holiday at the start of September so I may vlog a couple of exciting experiences (it's nothing exotic but it does appear to be something not well documented on YouTube) and besides, I do kind of miss vlogging (more than ordinary YouTube videos). There are just too many hang ups over perfection when it comes to YouTube videos, and honestly, I'm too busy to even think about spending an hour setting up a camera and filming for twenty odd minutes, then editing for the next four hours. It's just too much to want to think about let alone do. I'm not quitting my channel by any means, but I've decided only to film when I truly want to when I have the time, so if I want to vlog the start of September, then I will.

Keep smiling my friend, and the fondest of farewells to you from this post and this Samantha in time,

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